Awww! I wonder what had got into me which made me so sentiment these few days.
perhaps, I've been trap at home quite sometime?
perhaps, I've nobody to turn to?!
ARGHHH! this sucks big time!
I was looking at some coupon stuff online, and was wondering should i join some
quick 2day1night trip, to relax, and what's not.
however, it is always about 2 people thing! and i've got no partner!
SUCKS HUGE TIME~!!
/ 4:12 PM
/ 2:25 PM
从家人的口中得知坏消息,虽然我们不是熟悉彼此,更可能只是长辈和晚辈的身份。
可是你却没有架子,没有脾气,尽管我对你的态度是许多的长辈无法接受的。
喜欢你的笑声,喜欢你那张满脸笑容的脸,喜欢你的声音。
对我来说你是唯一一个能够和我瞎哈拉的长辈,可是。
为什么会发生这种事?
我真的恨死那个发明香烟的人,因为他害死了那么多的人。
让他们不知觉地慢慢上瘾,慢慢地报送自己到死神的面前!
癌,很可怕!真的很可怕!!!
为什么我们人,就那么的脆弱?
为什么生命总是那么的短暂?
为什么在他还没享受人生,享受天伦之前,就要将他带走?!
我不懂,我不明白,我也不想懂!
只希望,疼痛不会浇熄他的热忱,继续加油,和病魔抗战到底!
29.8.11 / 1:49 AM
Omg, due to my recent research on taiwan travel,
I find myself craving for smelly tofu more and more,
so much so that i even google up the method to
ferment my own tofu, just to stop myself from craving.
but, i just don't think it would works, because from
what i've researched, you must first get pure soya milk,
which contains the bean itself, and then put it outdoor
for weeks, till it turn moldy.
emmmm~ like if i really do that... i bet my parents
would have killed me, before the milk was finally
moldy because my mom and sister hatred the smell.
so it's like... i can't get it work! :<
damn!
well, there's the other solution, but i don't like,
is to get the readily made at geylang area,
i know it's yummy, but it's frigging far for me to get
there alone... BOOHUUU!!!
hmmm... never mind, i think i would hunt for blue cheese instead,
cause my mom told me that they both smell similar.
teheee!!! perhaps i can experiment blue cheese together with tofu.
and finally TADA~ REENA'S SMELLY TOFU?! HEHE!!!
(THINK TOO MUCH, I KNOW)
28.8.11 / 10:58 PM
Been missing some decent entry this few days,
thanks to my sem exam (rolling eyeball...)
[emmm.. i think i have high possibility to repeat another
sem, as i don't have confident for this exams]
back to the topic!
yup, went to 鼎泰蘴 for high tea with parents.
my first time there, been hearing that it's god-damn pricey,
so i've never been there alone or with friends,
as we are all students,
but hell... when i read the menu for the first time,
it was like, har?! like that ah?
kinda affordable ma, not really so damn pricey according
to my that 'A' friend, whom every time boast about her
lunch at dingtaifung... MEHHHH~!
okay, the pictures are taken in rush,
cause i can't wait any longer to try them,
haha!!! and often realise that i have yet taken the
pictures of it only after it was gone!!!
HAHA!! i know, it's like WTF! HAHA!!!
Xiao Cai, dad insisted to order this after seeing many ordered.
well, it was not bad, but not to my liking cause it's like rubberband
to me, and was kind of salty.
pork chop
emmm... not bad, but it was oily... hehe. cause i am now
more into healthy food, so this is not really my cup of tea anymore.
shrimp and pork shaomai
yum yum, i like the soup inside, but not the skin,
cause it was too thick to my liking.
steam pork dumpling
yeah, taste alright, not really fantastic to what i've expected,
cause i've always thought that it should be thin
and juicy.
tried the crab dumpling too,
and noodles,
the zha jiang mian was alright though:)
okay, i am not a food journalist,
nor a gourmet, just trying to share my encounter:)
PEACE!~
overall we left there with a full stomach despite of the fact that it
should be just a high tea, not dinner.
/ 12:12 AM
i don know why, but i suddenly feel like there's many people who detest me.
i know, people dislike you for a reason, perhaps i am not up to the benchmark,
that's why they hate me for who i am. but... :/
27.8.11 / 10:49 PM
I am secretly planning my Alone getaway trip which would most probably
take place next year. Am doing some research on where to stay for
my about 2weeks getaway trip to taiwan, hmm... might need to get a partner
for that, but, if by then really couldn't find any partner, i would just
pack my luggage, and fly there alone! WAHAHA!!!
a trip to taiwan, ALONE!
sound so heartening right?
i know. but i got to keep it as a secret, because i know my mom would
never allow me to go oversea alone, HAHA! not even to our neighbouring
country lahs, so definitely not a 4hour airplane trip alone right?
haha!!! so yah. doing my research secretly, under table! :D
so far, i think i've already made a choice of hotel at taipei stay,
was wondering should i go to tainan and taizhong by train of course.
but... hmmm... yeah, why not right? since i am planning a 2week trip.
hmmm...
ahhhh!~ got to save money also, aish! and get mentally prepared for gaining
weight along the journey, booohuuu~~~!!
/ 12:13 AM
REENA WITH MINI XYLOPHONE
check this out!!!~
was playing music on this tiny xylophone!~
AWWW! I AM SO TALENTED
25.8.11 / 6:44 PM
Tehee, seriously i promised i would do something that's funny,
emmm... but if your laughing point is too high for me to
challenge, then i am sorry lahs.
but yup, i am planning to be a "comedy" youtuber,
wanna follow the steps of my idol NIGAHIGA!
so, my job here is to make you guys laugh super hard,
with my small little compact camera:)
sit back and relax once the surprise is prepared.
tomorrow last paper, YEAH!!!
/ 6:03 AM
I never once like the feeling and security that you're giving me right away.
It's like I am a trash bin, when you got rejected, you just have to turn around,
and head back to me. I am not a trash bin, nor a recycle bin! I don't take in rubbish and your crap, I really had enough of you.
You've successfully made me feel low of myself, as though i am so insignificant down here. You've successfully made me feel as though i am a trash bin whereby i take in you and your crap. When I need you, you would never ever be there. But you expected me to be there when you head back.
WHY?! WHY DO YOU WANNA MAKE LIFE SO DIFFICULT FOR ME!?
I've tried to chase you out of my mind, I've tried to draw lines across us,
I thought that I've already cleared my mind,
but now, I know I didn't.
What kind of soul mate are you? You were never there when I needed someone!
23.8.11 / 10:31 PM
我知道说谎必定是每个人必经过的一个阶段,
可是我想,如果再不阻止他,他将把说谎当成家常便饭了。
最近发现他,时常睁大眼睛说谎,而且还越来越顺!
眼睛眨也不眨,脸部表情还常屌的,真不知道是该开心,
还是该气愤!不知道什么时候开始他居然变了个样,
气得我快抓狂了,我駡也骂过了,难不成要老娘动粗?
我知道若我那么做,接下来必定没有挽回的路了,
因为他已进入他的叛逆期!
/ 2:04 PM
这世界怎么那么不公平?!
为什么不可以公平竞争?!
有种想要把事实说出来,可是却害怕接下来的后果。
虽然不管我的事。虽然最后还是你自己吃亏。
可是为什么,为什么老天就是要让那些好过?!
为什么所有的老师都瞎了?!
明明就有人作弊,可是老师什么都也没看到!
这样的话,我们那儿需要监督我们的考官在场?!
统统一起去睡觉就好啦!
我讨厌!我讨厌!为什么我就得那么努力,而他,却能那么容易就ok了?
21.8.11 / 12:08 AM
today i survived after drinking a few mouthful of sprite(guilty max)
a cup of chawamushi , a few clover of grilled garlic, 500ml water.
20.8.11 / 11:52 PM
蝴蝶蝴蝶满场飞,狐狸狐狸很狡猾。
心机心机真可怕,不知你是什么人!
/ 9:40 PM
OKAY, HERE THE FRIGGING UNGLAM BUT
I HIDE THE DISGUSTING FACE! ~
colored nametag sioh!!!
tehee, i know this is unglam, but just wanna be some sort of real
at time, face the fact that i look like this bahs:DDD
/ 7:07 PM
HAR! WHATEVER, I AM GONNA LOSE ALL THE EXCESS FATS
NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES, luckily my body is kind enough,
im weighing at 46.5kg this morning! whatever, so what if it's extreme
way according to my sis, as long as i achieve what i want, it's
then done! :D
just went to the premier of LET'S TALK 2.
watched eps1. eyeerrr, i only have about 3 seconds of zoom in:<
boohu! but come again, some jionger didn't even get to talk,
so i should count my bless.
but hell! I LOOK SO AWFULLY FAT!!!
arghhhhh!!!
didn't camwhore with them, as i don't wanna make my mom feel
awkward when i am hanging out with them, so yup,
mummy first! :D
just now, dad call me a fat, and later when i say i don want to eat,
he was angry, what is this man?!
19.8.11 / 9:59 PM
OMA OMA, i've forgotten to share this 'good' news.
I am in my 46Kg range, about 46.7kg now!
like OMG!? right, i know. teheee.
damn i think i treat my blog like twitter!
OPS!
/ 7:57 PM
i am not feeling very well.
/ 2:50 AM
Desperate or what?!
/ 1:59 AM
ARGHHH! i think i've transformed and become a nightcat!
yeah! like totally only. everyone in the room are already in
their lalaland, while i am still wide awake with a empty stomach!
hey! i realised something today, seriously if you're lack of sleep.
your brain wouldn't work very well, and you wouldn't feel full
no matter how much you ate, it's like never enough.
however i did tried to stop myself from eating why too much lahs,
cause i am on diet MAH!
like mehhh~
currently am still within my 47kg range. :<
when would i ever reach my goal?!
had been searching and google or perhaps yahoo-ing taipei
this few nights, when i am wide awake.
cause i am heading taipei soon! teheee!!!
it is sponsored by you.c1000 if you didn't realised(because you just
couldn't careless.)
AHH. a lot are talking about food and it's like 99% talks about that,
instead of shopping and loots...
boooo! so i swear, when it's my turn there, i would blog
a lot of shoppings and etc, hehe.
AWWW! shrug! there goes my hard work then!
17.8.11 / 8:11 AM
pardon me recycling the old pictures.
as im not heading anywhere, so i see no reason
to wear frigging thick makeups.
ahhh... i know i just blogged few hours ago,
me , myself also wondered, since when am
i starting to be so activate with this little space here?
maybe because nobody's entertaining my rant over facebook.
woke up super early today, as i experienced extreme cramp
this morning despite of the fact that im not in the "special week".
just can't get back to sleep since then.
made breakfast myself. (oatmeal in hot water, and egg, and chilli [?!] ),
weird , but nice, hopefully wouldn't experience stomachache later part of today.
&! damn! my weight just seems to hang in
right there!!! 47.3kg!!! i am damn frustrated.
however nothing can ever compared with this rant that i am making later( next sentence in fact).
Singapore government seems to be super busybody,
why banned people from selling lens online?!
didn't you know that it's(lens) the saver of my life!!!
okay, am not trying to be obliterate the goodwill of the government.
but still, i personally feel that "why bother so much?! it's our eyes anyway!".
upon ordering from these online shop, we all already know what's
the outcome of using them, we will pay for the price, OURSELVES ,
so why bother so much?!
Online shops are selling those fantastic looking lens, unlike those
that are sold in Singapore's optical shop, be it colors, designs, and size!
and in any case, the price is so so so much lower than what's sold in
the optical shop!
imagine buying xxx brand colored lens from optical shop for $30/month.
1year would be $360/-!!!
online shop, yyy brand colored lens, $20/year,
though i often throw it away after using for 3months,
so for me it would be $80/- yearly...
can you do some maths yourself?
it's like saving 70% straight!
$280 a year, and it has been 3years for me to wear online lens,
3*280 = ?! how much had i saved already...
can't you guys just let it go?!
desperate for lens now! as im left with my last pair...
GAWHHHHH!!!
16.8.11 / 11:25 PM
Okay i am delighted to be chosen to attend the premier of Let'sTalk eps1
with the other chosen JIONGERS on this coming Saturday!
mami would be joining us too! ha! how awesome,
popping popcorn with mami watching the first eps!
though i didn't talk much. emmm... now i am nervous,
cause i am scared that they might cut away my scenes.
BOOOHUUU!!! haha!!
anyway, still left 4days before my sem exam, got to start mugging this few days.
JYJYJY!!
/ 1:39 AM
Okay, i am sobbing in my little corner now.
I think i need some getaway, perhaps to our neighbor country,
or perhaps somewhere like Thailand for some shopping Loots.
but i don't have any ka-kis! for that. :<
ONLY CONCLUSION, I DON'T REALLY HAVE FRIEND! :<
booohu! i don't like it. i don't care already,
in a month of holiday, i'm gonna earn about 800bucks hopefully!
and plan to go on a holiday, even if there's no company!
15.8.11 / 5:56 PM
hehe. hope you peeps will like my lastest update over youtube. ;D
you peeps are the one who've received the first hand information
about the youtube video:D
subscribe kay? please:D tehee
/ 5:36 PM
HTHTY-S (Aunty's)
HERE!! NEW VIDEO!!
14.8.11 / 8:07 PM
Today is just a random resting day for me, i stayed at home, doing nothing.
well, at least, perhaps, about 8questions on maths revision?
up to binomial distribution. it's about 7 more days till my sem exam,
i'm nervous, but couldn't be bothered. HAHA! i know how i sound like.
but, come on, like who cares right? :D
AHHH! i was clearing my pictures just now, and i saw this super duper
catchy headline which i've taken like months ago.
i wonder why didn't i blog about this
ah!! since today i've got nothing much to blog about, i shall talk about
this post?? yeah? right, i know already. :D
COME ON! i know that bitching is not just a girls thing
guys do bitch too! but whatever it is, i don't quite encourage it.
firstly, you might be getting the wrong information from others,
and these information could be bias, if you didn't clarified it yourself,
but since it's bitching, i doubt there's somebody who would take the
trouble to clarified the source ah? yeah! knew it!
secondly, you might hurt the person whom you guys are bitching about.
because it might be a bias information where you got from xxx who
is on bad terms with yyy, it's might be tarnishing yyy's reputation
as information is being around, and after few types of "seasoning"
has been added on to it, and finally hits back yyy, it might be a completely
different story! and yyy could be really devastated, when things are being
twisted and turned.
thirdly, you've made youself ugly! totally! because you've backstabbed somebody
who you don't really know? it's bad, you know?
so yup! i shall end it here today
quick recap
should we ever bitch?
12.8.11 / 11:53 PM
hell, i actually wanted to upload picture along with this gonna be dry and dead post.
but well, the uploader just doesn't seems to work! so damn it man, seriously!
oh oh oh! had i mention to you guys that the other day , there was this aunty
with a god-damn flowery blouse, and idk what wrong with her fucking hairstyle
was bringing a kid about pri2 girl, taking the same lift as me?
apparently this pri2 girl is kinda hyperkid, so she couldn't stop "JUMPING JUMPING
JUMPING NOW~" ??? AHHH! I BET I DIDN'T HAR?
yeah! now i shall "hang" your appetite (吊你的胃口),
hehe!!! shall do a video about it soon, ! so please look forward,
AHHH! just realised that this blog is actually not quite uptodate har?
i didn't post any much updates about my youtube channel.
hmmm!! need improvement , REENA!
so yup, whatever which is [coming soon] in future, i would first update
here! :D tehee!!
/ 8:14 PM
okays, i donno why am i uploading such a motherfking act cute picture here.
hahah!!! so anyway, just finish watching [Marry Me Mary],
hanna, i know i am being late, okayyyy... not just late, but super duper late,
alright? omg, jgs cast spell on me lah, his perfect smile, and teeth,
like omg! and the jung in the show, i donno what's his actual name, and
couldn't be bothered to do a small research lah, he's so Noble lah,
not like those director whereby i feel like cursing on them,
haha. so anyway, the show is alright, just that jgs is not brave enough when
it comes to relationship, he simply love to run and hide.
emmmm.... jung is so pathetic only, he gave up his love despite the fact that
he didnt like mary at first...
anyway i agree with some other viewers, jgs and jung should be a couple.
haha! they are so funny lahs!!!
so yup, bb! :D
11.8.11 / 12:34 PM
god damn it, i am seriously a Singaporean,
101% SINGAPOREAN.
not that i am discriminating other national,
but because i don't like to be mistaken .
(ohoh! somebody asked if i did any plastic surgery after
showing him this picture, and well, my answer is...)
10.8.11 / 10:30 PM
did anybody realised about the pair of eyes on my tee?
yesterday there was an aunty who walk up to me and
made a cute comment like "wow, your teeshirt so
cute one ah, got eyes somemore" haha.
yeah, aunty, my teeshirt is so frigging cute and i can't stop
loving it! :D shall try diy a similar one soon.
since holidays are approaching:)
ohohoh! cause blogger upload photos like forever, and
it would be weird for me to upload some sinful grin with a
sad post, it's so inappropriate, so, i've actually posted my
tumblr link across the box beside<<<
you might want to visit it, in case you miss my face,
as i would upload tiny bit of appropriate pictures here:D
yeah. so 拜拜!!
/ 12:10 AM
Happy belated birthday to myself! yeahhh!
i am EIGHTEEN niao!!! yeah!!!
finally i am LEGAL! i mean my age lah!
hahaha!!!
this year is one of the best year,
emmm... yar, i supposed.
cause i could have my makeup on, throughout the day,
and it wasn't just eyeliner nia!
but also falsie!!! hahah!!! yeah!
this year celebration, just my family and i ,
no extra people, so i am also glad this way.
hahah:D
also, this year, i received a pleasant surprise from my JIONG2 classmates!!!
screenshot , see for yourself!
i know , they are sweet huh? really surprised me a lot when
maji invited me to this "event" , as i read this comments,
i mean blessings, tears simply roll down, instantly!!!
i know it seems 夸张,even i was surprise by the overwhelmed
of joy and surprise. but seriously, thanks people!! <3 s
also people whom drop by my facebook and write! :DDD
made my birthday feel like a superstar. hahah!!!
iknow i think toomuch! :D
LOVE MY FAMILY TOO!!! :D
18YEARS AND COUNTING, (omg, i am so old!)
ohohoh! have i told you that, i would be updating my youtube
more frequent?! subscribe to know more:D sidebars<<< haha!
<3s
7.8.11 / 11:28 PM
Okays, i don't know why am i posting this photograph with a nasty grin
which doesn't even match what i am gonna post.
well, my dad, used to be a teenage smoker, until now, a uncle smoker.
he picked up his first cigarette at the age of about 14-15, and now,
he's already 44 this year, can you ever imagine how much toxic
has been stored in his body for over 30years!? tar, nail polish remover,
rat poison, metal in batteries and etc. all this is in his body!
and now, we are suspecting that he might have nose cancer.
i know it's like wtf! and it's no joke, but a serious matter.
seriously, i don't know why people get addicted to the evil(damn evil) looking
cigarette, despite of the fact that they knew it's harmful to their body, and seriously it stinks!
i know how suckish it is, when you put it in your mouth,
as i tired it before, personally. back then i was in my teens,
i thought that it'd be cool if i pop one into my mouth and blow smoke out of my mouth
and nose, but later, i realised that it's not cool, and in fact it tarnish my stamina,
asthma returned, and boo, everything! it's not cool at all!
I SWEAR!
firstly, you stinks, you will have bad-breathe no matter how many
mentos you'd popped into your mouth, your fingernail will turned weak,
and would chip easily, also, your fingernail would turn yellow, and stinks!
you teeth would have stains, and smells.
and yar, way to much of disadvantage.
you might feel like a bird when you have that stick in your mouth that instant,
but you will feel like a living dead when the "kick" is over,
soon, you'll be lighting another.
so why do that?
a box of cigarette which can barely last a smoker a day,
cost about an average of $10,
imagine, $10 x 7day x 4weeks x 12months x 15years
= $50,400! and do you know this $50, 400 which you're paying
for that box of fcuking cigarette, is what you're paying for the bed
in the hospital?!
why can't people think ahead instead of PRESENT, NOW, and THIS MOMENT ?!
Went out with Maji today, was supposed to meet him at 4 plus, but because my lecturer released us early, so I've made maji to rush down all the way to causeway because i was early, felt so bad when i see my maji rush down because of my last min changes, :< sorry uh maji.
walked around in causeway point, em, well... it was kinda disappointing as i thought the renovation should already ended quite sometime, but it appeared to be otherwise.
in the end, we went to coffeebean for the atmosphere and camwhore. ordered a espresso, and it's the first cup of my life. well... it's like so so so so bitter, worst than herbal tea despite of a packet of raw sugar was being poured in and it was only single! imagine me order double?! OMG?! Maji ordered milk tea, which i personally think that it taste like mcdonald's breakfast tea with some milk... hmmm... Prank maji, telling him that espresso taste really sweet, and so he tried mine, and instantly his face is like 0.0! haha
camwhore after that and chatted.
anyway, what i like about today's meetingup is about the trust in another when telling them your secret. also, maji taught me a lot. ENJOY THIS EVENING, A LOT.
sometimes i hope my eyes are like the camera, to capture every single moment that i've spent with you.
i told myself that it couldn't be possible for me to fall for you, perhaps i'm not putting on my spectacles, that's why i fall.
HEYHO Ladies and Gentleman.
This is REENALEOW here.
This is my personal space where I
vent anger , chitchat , nag and etc...
A little more about me.
I am 19, Living in Singapore, a 101% Singaporean.
I am a Chinese.
I could barely string up a full sentence,
that's how horrifying my English is.
I speak Mandarin, Dialects, and Singlish.
I am a 3rd year student in Nanyang Polytechnic,
a course named Telematics and Media Technology.
I LOVE my MAMI.