17.7.11 / 2:06 PM

The sky is way too broad, i know.
but why am i restricting myself to get over you?
why am i still stalking you over and over again?
i know it's really a bad and unacceptable habit,
but still... why can't i kick that bad habit away?
why am i always the one, who can never throw
away the memories, why am i the one who is trap
in the past? i wanna walk out, i wanna forget,
if possible, i wanna start afresh. if only
i am like a computer, there's a F5 button for
me to refresh. if only there is such a button.
if the god or buddha above is kind enough to me,
please take away my memory, i don't want them
to haunt me, i know i shouldn't regret what i did
in the past, but still, it's haunting me.
please be good to me, and let me start afresh?
PLEASE!