9.7.11 / 12:56 AM
Haha! I know i just blogged about how lucky & gay i am ,
but now, again, i feel down and weak.
when he smoke in front of me, i really hate it,
hated it so so so much! because that's really selfish.
if you wanna die so much, then, please, lock yourself
in the cupboard, and smoke all you want.
you can then enjoy inhaling all your favourite, the
harmful substances which might lead you to a long
term health problem, THAT'S YOUR LIFE,
and i don't think it would bother me that much!
seriously! you knew that i am having asthma, and
despite many a time, we reminded you over and over
again, thing just wouldn't change!
A lepord can never change it's spot, a dog would never
change the habit of eating shits, craps, right?
i knew it! but seriously, when we all left you, left you
in that spot, do you think we feel good?!
often you say we are not giving you the respect, but
how do you want us to respect when you didn't even bother
our health?! do you still call yourself a dad? well, i don't
think so.
we didn't meant to treat you the way we are.
for instant, keeping a safe distance with you,
ignoring you, and even dumping you in the living room with
your own itouch.
you say we should give you respect, you could joke with us,
but we couldn't, you always want us to see you as a father,
not a friend whom we can approach.
you say you want a itouch so that you would stop fb's poker,
but you didn't kept your promise, and continued on your itouch
instead.
upon getting the itouch, you should already learn that you should
starting learning the basic technology so that you wouldn't need
our help, but you say, you are lazy. so if that's the case, why not
get back to your room and tuck yourself back to the blanket?!
why need such a smart gadget when you didn't even consider
learning it?!
we asked and talked to you, many many many times, way too much,
but still, you insisted to smoke in the common area.
seriously, can you even reflect on yourself?!
we wanted a happy and healthy family so much,
and i've been waiting for the past 17years,
still, it's not a dream comes true, YET!
